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Will It Ever?
01:58
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I'm trapped and I feel that my hands are tied
Cuz it's back and it plays with my mind
I'm scared but I wanna take a step outside
Of this tunnel but the lights no where in sight.
Cuz every time I'd try
I would feel the stares
Feels indefinitely
And it's so unfair
It rips down the seams
My alcoholic dreams
I hope someday I'll find out
If it (hears me)
Holding back, walk along, I'm fine
If only that is it theres nothing hiding
Feels so close not so far away
Somewhere the truth lies its under my disguise
Cuz every time I'd try
I would feel the stares
Feels indefinitely
And it's so unfair
It rips down the seams
My alcoholic dreams
I hope someday I'll find out
If it (hears me)
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Everything I Need
03:20
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What would I do?
If I knew?
How to scream and not how to speak
What would I say, this time to make me believe?
That I could be free, happily
When its not time but you say goodbye
What if I was wrong?
All this time, I was so sure.
But this sad story
Always ends
In adversity but why can't I be
Happy, why can't it see
That its everything I want
And its everything I need
I know what it means, to find out
That the best things are trapped in my dreams
But why would I stay if your not too sure
and theres no damn cure?
But this sad story
Always ends
In adversity but why can't I be
Happy, why can't it see
That its everything I want
And its everything I need
Its everything I want
And its everything I need
And I've felt alone
The rain pours
Down my ceiling and I'm still not healing
But what can I say if I'm not too sure
And theres still no cure
And I'll keep dreaming
Once again till its too much and,
And I stop feeling
But when I stop feeling
Its the same thing cuz I can't understand
Can't understand
How this can stop and be not just in time.
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Today
But I noticed
Still feel the same
I'm tired and I want a different place to stay
Everyday
I'm always wishing things weren't the same way
I always thought that, that fighting shame
Was simple and I kept going feeling this way
But everyday
Was always bringing me down
The shame game.
But I know
But I know
But I know
That I won't get well
And I know
And I know
And I know
That it's all in my mind
But I still would've never really thought I'd be feeling the same way
Like when I see me over here
I wish I was on the other side.
I just wanted to be afraid.
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Shllw is the project of singer songwriter Nick Cevallos. Coming from Ancaster, Ontario.
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